I Am

I am etc in a cloud of sharp strokes

Blurred in unimportance

lost in transition.

I am alone, pretending I’m not

Hesitantly using we

knowing it’s really you

and me.

I am mask behind a mask

... behind a mask.

The deeper the uglier,

with no core to show for

I am...

a heartbreak waiting to happen

Clinging onto fresh pain

and creating, when it gets rancid

I am a forgiver and forgetter

Because I really don’t give a damn

... selfish as I am.

I am, I am, I am

And one day, it can be said

that I am not.

You hold your breath,

I let mine out.

Hope For the Best

Twin collapses of the heart
Regrets never made anyone smile
But love, come sit by the fire
And let me tell you a story...

One of happy endings,
Where everything's okay
And demons are vanquished with brave acts.
And let me tell you...

That's what it could be.
That's what you could have.
These are the maybes of your future...
Just believe in your possibilities.

Everything's going to be okay,
I softly whisper.
Just a little strength,
I pray.

Bubble

We are the whatevers
The who gives a fucks
And the nobody cares.

We are the outside looking in
The wanting what we can't have and
The ever so pained.

And most of all
we are those that
Live only in our minds...

And nobody else's.

Splinters in my mind
andIcan'tthinkthinkthink
Skin on skin on cotton sheets, so wet with heat.
so cold with night.
Not the one, but the two
You are the two.
No. The zillith.
The zillith cut, the zillith scar
and zillith hurt.
And maybe one day, the zillith forgotten.
Forgotten, just like the one.

When you've reached the 3984259 scar... you've stopped counting.
But time is sparse and
half the cuts are mine, to forget about the ones which are yours.

Scars riddle the soul until there are scars on scars

Half yours. Half mine.
I love you