Help Me

Help me.
Help me, things aren't going well.
I'm not happy anymore. I'm not laughing anymore.
Help me, I lost everything I thought I had. I lost my best friend. I lost my other friends. I lost my ability to trust and my willingness to give.
I lost that feeling of togetherness. Of being able to go through life knowing that somebody has your back, and that somebody alwas has a shoulder or an ear.
And the worst part is: I don't even know how.
Help me, things are going wrong (again).
I thought things were getting better. I thought I was getting better. I thought I could finally be happier, could finally trust someone.
I can't.
Help me, I don't know what to do.
I'm stuck in life.
I have nobody.
I don't know what to do. I odn't know if I should leave or stay. It feels as though I have a decision to make and I have no idea what to do; there are no solutions.
The worst part is is that it's my second time.
Help me, I'm falling apart for the millionth time and I'm so afraid to hope for a time when I do have somebody again. Because I know I'll lose it.
Oh god, help me. Help me because I give up.